Now is 12:16AM (11/6) 

It's quite late actually for me to stay up at this time, something was bother my mind from yesterday morning until now.

What is grow up in your mind reader?  

Let's we talk about "grow up" at this mid night

For me, grow up is when our age are increase, life become more complicated and harder at almost all sector.

We need to think other feeling until sometimes we forget our feeling, we need to think twice when we spoke, we need to make hard decision, the most i hate is we get forced to be someone we hate.

It's really hard when we must be someone we hate, we cannot be our self, only selfish feeling that i feel when i become someone i hate, i have no choice i must be like them, it's really uncomfortable.

This is not what i want, i want to be myself, do anything that i like, act like me not other person.

Just wondering do they know it's hard to be in this situation? it's hard when you are the only person that wrong in their eyes? and yeah. i'm the only person need to make all become normal like before without act form them?

i just think can i back to my childhood? back to the time when i do not need think to much, when my life is easier.